I'm not sure why today has been so hard. I haven't really felt like myself. It's one of those days where I don't want to talk to anyone or see anyone. All I've been able to think about is Travis. I want to hear his voice and hold him in my arms. Looking at his pictures hasn't been any comfort. I know tomorrow will be better. I tried to occupy my time this evening by watching a movie that we were given for Christmas. It was very funny and distracted me for a couple of hours, but all I want to do now is sleep and maybe I'll see my baby in my dreams. God, please take some of this pain from my heart and help me to focus on my many blessings. Life shouldn't be so hard.
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