Today was extremely busy at work so I didn't have much time to think about personal things. I have several reminders around me daily. I have my charm bracelet that Trav had made an addition to on Mother's Day before he was killed; my locket with his picture and the sapphire necklace. I also carry a selection of his photos in my purse. Every time I spot Christmas decorations or hear carols I think of how we celebrated the 12 Days of Christmas with little love gifts each day. I'm so anxious to leave town on the 22nd. Maybe not seeing the family or doing our regular routine will make the days pass easier. Christmas was always a special time at our house with many traditions. I miss my baby.