I missed work today with a very sore throat and exhaustion. We still went to our counseling with Bob and had dinner afterwards with him. I've especially noticed how hard it is to read the Christmas cards that have been arriving. Not only are they addressed with only mine and Randy's names, but we get to see others' family pictures and news from the past year. I realize it's selfish to let others' joy upset me, but I miss having our family together this year. It doesn't seem possible to have a Christmas without Travis. The more everyone elses' lives go on normally, the more difficult it seems to be without him. Life is so hard now.
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