Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Changes

Today we had our phone disconnected and our ISP changed so our email is now different. Just in case you didn't get the notice by email I wanted you to be aware that we no longer have a home phone. We are going to use our cell phones exclusively. It seemed like a waste to pay for two different internet services and the home phone which we hardly ever use anymore. I know it's been a while since I've posted a new message. I've been extremely depressed for a couple of weeks. I'm struggling with the reality of Travis not being here ever again. My grief went in cycles when I lost the rest of my family, but when you lose a child who should have been graduating next month from college and anticipating his future with high hopes, it's hard to wrap your brain around his disappearance from your life. His absence from my life is painful beyond words. Travis was part of me that can never be replaced. God, please help me move forward and not give in to this heartache.

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