Christmas Eve 2011

Here it is Christmas time again.  It's our fifth Christmas without Travis.  How could this be real?  I find myself getting upset over the fact that families are gathering and our family is now the two of us.  I had to have my big cry last night.  I don't know if this is ever going to get any easier.  I'm beginning to doubt that.  God has given me the strength to make it through 4 years, 11 months and 24 days and I know that he remains in me.  Thank you, God, for your love and strength.  I know without God my struggle would have been impossible to bear.  We love you, Travis Clark Wilson!!!!!!  Mom & Dad